my life, my decision, so know your roll and shut your mouth.

this evening, when i was walking up and down the hall for 35 minutes, i seen kelly coming in her wheelchair off of the elevator and i said, "hi kelly" then she said, "hi.. is it true that you're moving from this apartment?" and i said, "yeah." then she said, "where are you moving to?" then i said, "new york but i'm not moving until i find a place." then she said, "oh.. well.. that sucks." i'm not sure if she THINKS if by saying that it sucks that i'm moving, it'll discourage me from moving and make me think twice? i have a feeling that her and brandon like to talk shit about me moving to new york (because of the time when i was in brandon's apartment and i asked him straight out if he had said that i could never live in new york to janet like janet claimed he did back when that bitch was actually my pca, he didn't deny saying that he didn't say that to janet a long time ago) so i have my doubts about him and how much i can really trust him and put my faith in him for encouragement like friends usually do. just because he could never live in new york independently DOES NOT mean that i can't. i just need to figure out what the hell is going on with my voc. rehab, so i'll be guaranteed to be able to earn enough money to pay for my cost of living in new york. kelly thinks that she can discourage me by telling me that it sucks that i'm moving when i KNOW that if it were HER in my position and she had the opportunity to move to new york.. she would fuckin move to new york in a heart beat. she can say WHATEVER the fuck she wants but i'm not listening to ANYONE but MYSELF because this is MY life. NOBODY ELSE'S.. so anyone showing ANY objections can SUCK IT.